Harobed TALES

Hey guys it’s me again!  Today I finally walked away. Today I decided that loving without walls wasn’t such a good idea. Today I told him that I couldn’t stand not being his everything. And today he told me that he was going to miss me. I had hoped that today would be the day, No! Not that day in your head but rather the day I’d say  “I’m leaving cos I’m tired of second guessing everyday“  and he’d say  “stay with me, cos you’re all I need”. But that wasn’t today! It was like all the other 13 times I had tried to leave and he’d say  “I’d miss you” Although today he said  “when I figure it all out I’ll come looking for you“ Does that mean that there’s hope today?  Or was it just something he said to keep me from leaving? I guess I’d find out.  Today is the day that I hope my feet stays on the ground. Today is the day that regardless of how emotional this is for me I’m not going back. Today is the day...

EPISODE 2 : But all this changed when I met Gika short form for her rather long native name. She was the inspiration I had been lacking, my muse. She legit had four piercings on her ear, a nose ring and one on her belly button. Gika knew all the happening spots and clubs on the mainland and the island. Lucky me! I had my license, so we painted the town red. From my horrible alcohol count of zero, I went to a 30. I was finally free. My nights were alcohol and weed full and I repeated the same cycle. Was it the guys? I met a million of them, I wasn’t an ugly person, so I didn’t lack in that department. I would even sit back some days and be like, “Edidiong you have arrived! Your success story is written” looking back now I can’t believe I equated my idea of freedom with success. Oh boy was I naïve? After a few months of endless partying, weeding, alcohol consumption I started to feel empty. I cannot exactly describe it. I started lagging behind on work and I would always...